Tuesday, March 08, 2011
Well I don't know that I really accomplished anything truly productive yesterday which was my goal for yesterday. I just don't know sometimes is this just something I've let myself become accustomed to and I don't have the strength or the will to snap out of it, or is that just a symptom of an underlying problem that I have been dealing with for years, or is it some combination of the two or something altogether different. I just don't really know what to think these days most of the time I feel so weak and so tired that it seems an effort to exist and yet at the same time I know there are so many other people out there that are in much worst situations then mine and yet they are continuing on far better then I am. I just don't seem to know what to think anymore.